Friday, August 2, 2013

Infatuation

Infatuation: Big word, simple meaning.

"when i hear that word, i think about you.
i think about the way things are.

the way i wish they were. i feel so foolish.
wondering if you're thinking about me too.
    watching you.
hoping that as soon as i turn around you'll be
    watching me.
there is no point to my  obsession
all i see ahead is disappointment.
it is purely superficial, or does it go deeper than that?
does any of it have meaning, or it is just a waste of time?
as i think about all this, i wonder if I'll ever know you.
if I'll get over my fear and do something.
but what can i do?
all these thoughts are so mixed up.
and they're always in the back of my mind."

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